Call me Ty. I'm a star nymph learning about the world. I like flowers and Fleetwood Mac.
Capricorn Sun ♑
Virgo Rising ♍
Scorpio Moon ♏
I used to think letting go of him would kill me, that the very earth around me would crumble. But that’s what abusers want you to think. They want you to keep hanging on and making you believe you cannot live without them and your worth is decided by them, but it’s not true.
My biggest fear originally was that I would not be able to enjoy things that we did together like late nights listening to scary stories or Stepdad or video games. I was scared I could never find another because they might kiss my neck or touch my waist in all the ways he did and my heart would collapse or that the same lies would be told to me again and again in a viscous cycle.
But I was wrong. I’m fine doing these things without him. I look at his roses and just see them as such. I have stopped checking his social media.
Listen to me, you can, no you should terminate toxic and abusive relationships no matter what your fears are.